30.12.10
...distance...
is the globe
More of a friends on
ferry-of-hope
Where,
The ends always meet
but we are yet to greet
We share hugs
in tons and tons
Coated in dust
of love minus lust.
-- Tanvi D
23.12.10
...where am I...
My isolation
Is our love's
Consolation
My solitude
Is because of
My attitude
My tears
Are due to
The wasted years
My laughter
Is a result of
The jokes you chatter
My success
Is an output of
Mother's caress
My loss
Is a result of
My flaws
My love
Is a result of
Your eyes that shove
My life
Is an outcome of
Heart and mind strife
-- Tanvi D
Life is Something
Life is
The time spent
In between
Birth and Death
Life is
God's sketch
To see us
In front of Him
Life is
A chance stolen
To live our
Dream forever
Life is
To love that someone
Immaterial of
Its existence
Life is
A celebration
Of the reasons
That make us happy
Life is
To zestfully walk
Up the ladder
To reach another one
Life is
To live each moment
Wholeheartedly
Being meant only for you
-- Tanvi D
17.12.10
...one sided affair...
Your hidden heart
Found a seed
My unknown deed
Naming it as love
Nurturing it as my only
Mistaken intercourse
Assumptions were the source
Premature outlet
Suffocating is the result
10.12.10
...I simply say...
To my mind, I always said
Don't take in more memories
To my eyes, I always said
Don't read the unwritten
To my hand, I always said
Don't touch sharp edged things
To my legs, I always said
Don't walk to closer
To my heart, I always said
Don't love uncertainties
To my reflection, I always said
Don't only say.
8.12.10
...the mask for sorrow...
Darkness and Moonlight
Cornered the wall
Memories and thoughts
Shredded this fall
Tossed and turned
Yet no rescue
Eyes shut and open
Sleep has escaped
Cigarette butts around
Ash flying within
Smoke flew away
Locking her to life
Helpless and Anger
Formed poison in her
Change has sucked in
Love turned hate
Bankruptcy of emotions
Heart turns expensive
Inflation of love
She saves it for none
Praying only peace
Loneliness, her temple
Talking only faith
She expected change
Silence turned loud
On Moon's arrival
Pushing her to sleep
Honks a scary dream
Cheeks turn wet
Loud was the pain
Love was needed
Kicked it again
Scar's increasing depth
Satan enters blood
Screaming to heal
Enjoying the itch too
Peeling of pain
Pleasure doubles
Reaching the core
Cleansing process starts
HE is voiceless
Sent guiding sunlight
Resurrection is called-for
Peace finally is seen
-- Tanvi D
1.12.10
...it rains love...
Sudden overcast
Besides the window
Got sprinkled with some
Sipping some ginger tea
Recollects
The shared cup
Somber clouds are giving
The look, the supply
Isn't limited today
Like the first love
Intense and serene
Starts finally
And it falls
With beauty, sliding
All over the earth
Door bell rings
Unexpected pause
Fun for the kids
Getting upset they go
Giving a clear picture now
A passing affair
Later understanding
Door wasn't hers, it was
His missed call
Back with a some more
Not hesitating, he falls
And hugs her
Now they dance
Waltz or something
Rhythm in the heart
Heart-beats entangled
Melody created
Need no more
Now it's not the rains
But the breeze
That keeps them connected
Getting addicted to the sight
Many volunteers now
Even age no bar
Heart being young, they
Swing, holding one hand
And other on the waist
Not only a time for love
But play too
Football is planned
The gang of girls
With colorful umbrellas
Prefer walk on the terrace
Street-kid is just a tag
See them in rains, innocent
Eyes, sparkle with joy
Rains they are
Gift of God to all
Doctors stay away
Giving Goosebumps
All over
Was the lasting impact
-- Tanvi D
29.11.10
...live immersion...
Deep Deep I Dive
More Clear I see
Increase Depth
Reduce Breath
Corals & Fish
My only Wish
Faced a sight
Of Shark's Flight
Not wanting to Harm
But speaking to Warn
Muddy water below
Be sturdy a little more
Confidence is good
But not the only Food
Willingness is a must
To pass through the dust
Crossing the gloomy zone
You will feel the throne
Vanishing the face of frown
The smile glows with a crown
-- Tanvi D
...faces of phases...
" Night has different air
Silent yet noisy
Peaceful yet chaotic
Goosebumps in warm quilt
Non-fiction yet fiction
Real yet surreal
Darkness with a beam
Answers yet Questions
Alive yet Dead... "
…rest in peace…
Facing it unknowingly
The turmoil calendar
Stuffed with anecdotes
Revisiting its afterlife
Walking slowly backwards
Swift and smooth rotation
Wall of mirrored mosaic
Pestering all corners of heart
Some embossed with Eden
Rest were a work of abyss
Wondering the craft of the artist
And skeptical about the ancients
Every torn word of chronology
A precarious camouflage of heart
Or a box filled with magic dust
Performing pseudo & ludicrous tactics
Wrinkled and sweaty forehead
A ray straight into the eye
Instant knock of the moonlight
Whirling dervishes sprinkling love
Awaited for enigmatic nights
Now turns into cold war of scars
From my finest creations in life
Called joys and sorrows
Castor sugar or a pinch of salt
One of it is a sweet option
The other being a salty necessity
Two sides of white life
Always stared at the sky
As bit by a mass of trivia
With every gleam from the cornea
Wishing the answers to be type-written
Night being a blackboard
I scribble questions over it
By day I hide the book in the closet
Letting every word rest in peace
17.10.10
...pushed into nostalgia...
Sipping my high tea
I stare at the sky
As it changes its palette
Bunch of shapeless cottons
Running in the rays
The Sun heads home
Leaving me in a stray
The darkness and its peace
Plays nature's mystic tune
Black beauty of the dusk
With birds chirping all around
Entered an imagery world
Crossing all blur levels
At the apex was a screen
Playing a silhouette of my memories
A snapshot of misty clouds
With your hug of blues
Watching birth of that pearl
Conversation of eyes for seconds
Hinting of the millions missed
Under the peaceful moonlight shyness
Silence left nothing unspoken
A moment of you seeped in
As the hands brushed abruptly
Those footsteps on the beach
Wet sand still stuck in my nails
Now it's just our memories
That helps the heart to live
The breeze that fills me even today
Was the one we shared someday
- Tanvi D
14.10.10
...Tanka...
I stumble over a stone
Instantly he leans towards me
His warmth held my arm with firmness
As I freeze, breathing his air"
-- Tanvi D
30.9.10
…the final show…
then followed the bolt
Gushed quickly the breeze, along
with silent rains on my hand
Beautiful rustic aroma of mud, giving
goosebumps all over
Getting heavier by every minute, the
thunders increase their volume
Heart beats increasing its pace, am
I back to my scary phase ??
Drumming the roof like always, the
rains are in their best moods
Crossing the maximum decibels, the
thunders make me shut my ears
Memories rush in of such nights, now
understanding the entire scene
Considered as season's farewell, the
orchestra would continue for long…
22.9.10
LAST NIGHT, NOT THE LAST
Sleeping near the window
Only could see one star
It winked at me
And then I did too
It saw me smiled
I told, its happiness
And so it smiled back
Why wet eyes?, asked the star
They are memories raining, I said with a smile
Then came Mother Cloud
But it refused to go
First meet it is, said the star
I told about my nice day
Only night shift for me, said the star
I said, but you spark at night
But all sleep when I spark, said the star
You secretly watch us at dawn, I said
Why to hide when you are awake, said the star.
-- Tanvi D
4.9.10
...e-Souls...
Lovely reason
In the form of Haiku
I caught a dear one
Starting a conversation
Wall to wall, discussing
Attack of lizards
Sharing self traits
With each other, realized
Between rests a mirror
Not restricted to face-book
We also shared
Long distance voices
"Feels nice talking to you",
First thing I heard, but
Blessed I am
Talkative days passed by
Bond more firm now, we
Confirm us as soul sisters
Like the tree
Grows every bond
When nurtured with heart
Following the same
Though from distance
Shared same wavelength
Sharing hugs and hearts
Filled with smiley's
Locked the smiles and
Unlocked sorrows
We held each others hand
A true gem
With sparkling eyes
And mystic smile
Stands firm on toes
With good memories
Wiping the tough bad ones
Gold mine of music
Spreading in the world
Giving instant smirks to all
Juggling some mild disputes
She escapes with peace, with
Strong faith in God
A word of concern
Giving warm comfort
She has always been there
Feeling of being chosen
With my hearts consent
Loving every moment
To Know more, the
Journey needs destination
My faith in God
Different cities, same gender
Different life, same outlook
HE made twin souls
--
Tanvi D