Bumpy Desires!

Thinking about this life
There is a one way
It's different with love
Many entangled ways

Am stuck on the road
That makes me reach you
For every step ahead
I move back by one

The road is bumpy
So is the inner barrier
There's a strong urge
But it weakens the heart

Mind switches personalities
Leading to an entangled path
Loud noise harshly echoes
Deafening my thoughts

The conversations I create
Travel only within me
All of them with a hope
Without any loving scope

Where do I empty myself
All my feelings and emotions
Their positivity is demanding
But, heart is tired of warning

Seen a little to let it go
Even a pinch looks more
Not in my capacity to hold
Escape is what I have told

Longing for a departure
Alongside a warm adieu
The last song of my desire
A relieved heart forever

-- Tanvi Desai

~ the tiff ~

So the night is taking to long
I urge to be strong, i urge to be strong
Varied thoughts take a new toll
I lose the control, I lose the control
Episodes of past get resurrected
I feel stranded, i feel stranded

Heart has lost its purpose

I smell a dead rose, i smell a dead rose

Night sky, my slate at rescue
Chalks out my mind
Some thoughts that i know

Are longing for a touch

Life seems to have given up
Moving ahead is not its motto
Solitude should have been better
Memories is making it bitter

Will there be a way out?
Some place beyond reach
Of thoughts, memories and the present

Vanish me or banish me
Take me to a land
Undiscovered. Unknown.
Where there will be...

Air of peace to breathe in
Food of love to not waste it
Rays of hope to welcome it
Nights of nothing but dreaming

A land without
Fears, regrets, shame, malice

No such land exist? What does it need?

Does it require money? Permission?

Nothing.

Should we built it?

We should built it. 

-- Tanvi Desai