Moving On...

That hypnotic life
Got me too far
Sharing desires at every mile
Disappeared my every scar

Emotions were expressed
Life ignored that face
My life that was once blessed
Has lost its merry phase

Now heading towards unknown
Following the stimuli of heart
As each bone shivers with hope
I wonder if its a new start

The beginning looks dark
Living it upon the world
Fate cannot be penned down
Let it unveil on its own

Destiny might get closer
Vanishing these surreal interpretations
What was designed to be mine
Will come to me when its time

- Tanvi D

Journey of emotions!

Your life span of attention
Justifies my distraction
Conversations are now minimal
My unkind love is the criminal

Laughter has gone stranded
And tears are peacefully dead
Pain has started resurrecting
With life aimlessly wandering

Being silent is ignorance
Your words have high significance
Presence is felt in the absence
Bridging is the only essence

Emotions are always pure
But, these expressions are unsure
Judgement is passed by assumption
Wrapped in rosy beautification

This journey of the mighty heart
Your existence is the best part
My soul needs a confirmation
Maybe after the reincarnation

-- Tanvi D

The Blur Vision

Beyond the trees
The mountains
The skies, the clouds
I shall await
For the moment 

I dreamt, I felt, I saw, and
I heard in my heart
This birth of longing
As empty as the 
Rainless monsoon clouds
This lost soul
As hollow as the
Morning chaos
This untouched love
As pure as the dew

That dances on the leaf
We shall meet
We shall unite, and
Fulfill this vision
Of our encounter
Planned yet delayed
Ignited accidentally
And spontaneously
The gentle whisper
Still echoes in my ear
This coat of goose bumps
Will end in sweet surrender

- Tanvi D

If Only!

If I knew of ways
Living a day
Without thoughts of you
Recurring forever
I would never take the path

If I knew of how you felt
About my love and
The way I respect you
And talk to you every moment
I would never take that path

If only you could hear
What conversations happen
How distance is drawn
And how distraction is invited
You would know it all

If you could just visit me
Sit besides me
Feel my rejection
And read my mind's confession
You would know it all

I would never stop myself
A feeling that is most beautiful
Beyond words & thoughts
Simply a uniting vibe
But, who is to blame?

I feel blessed with this feeling
Life has got its meaning
I don't see myself living them
Those sheer blissful moments
And an uncomfortable serene silence

-Tanvi D

Season's Hope!!

Seasons scented breeze
Gently dancing trees
Hinting of a pleasant time
Future's harmonius chime
 
The walking muggy clouds
Memories hide under its shrouds
The bond that was unbreakable
Suddenly has become invisible
 
Rains will spread its glaze
Hearts won't resist its craze
Washing away all the sorrow
To create a new tomorrow
 
Beginnings are reviving
Every moment so enticing
Drizzled with happiness
And love's tender caress

-- Tanvi D

Bumpy Desires!

Thinking about this life
There is a one way
It's different with love
Many entangled ways

Am stuck on the road
That makes me reach you
For every step ahead
I move back by one

The road is bumpy
So is the inner barrier
There's a strong urge
But it weakens the heart

Mind switches personalities
Leading to an entangled path
Loud noise harshly echoes
Deafening my thoughts

The conversations I create
Travel only within me
All of them with a hope
Without any loving scope

Where do I empty myself
All my feelings and emotions
Their positivity is demanding
But, heart is tired of warning

Seen a little to let it go
Even a pinch looks more
Not in my capacity to hold
Escape is what I have told

Longing for a departure
Alongside a warm adieu
The last song of my desire
A relieved heart forever

-- Tanvi Desai

~ the tiff ~

So the night is taking to long
I urge to be strong, i urge to be strong
Varied thoughts take a new toll
I lose the control, I lose the control
Episodes of past get resurrected
I feel stranded, i feel stranded

Heart has lost its purpose

I smell a dead rose, i smell a dead rose

Night sky, my slate at rescue
Chalks out my mind
Some thoughts that i know

Are longing for a touch

Life seems to have given up
Moving ahead is not its motto
Solitude should have been better
Memories is making it bitter

Will there be a way out?
Some place beyond reach
Of thoughts, memories and the present

Vanish me or banish me
Take me to a land
Undiscovered. Unknown.
Where there will be...

Air of peace to breathe in
Food of love to not waste it
Rays of hope to welcome it
Nights of nothing but dreaming

A land without
Fears, regrets, shame, malice

No such land exist? What does it need?

Does it require money? Permission?

Nothing.

Should we built it?

We should built it. 

-- Tanvi Desai