If Only!

If I knew of ways
Living a day
Without thoughts of you
Recurring forever
I would never take the path

If I knew of how you felt
About my love and
The way I respect you
And talk to you every moment
I would never take that path

If only you could hear
What conversations happen
How distance is drawn
And how distraction is invited
You would know it all

If you could just visit me
Sit besides me
Feel my rejection
And read my mind's confession
You would know it all

I would never stop myself
A feeling that is most beautiful
Beyond words & thoughts
Simply a uniting vibe
But, who is to blame?

I feel blessed with this feeling
Life has got its meaning
I don't see myself living them
Those sheer blissful moments
And an uncomfortable serene silence

-Tanvi D